i carry your heart with me
BY E. E. CUMMINGS
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Monday, September 3, 2012
The Rotting - Season 2
Ah... It has been a long long time since I last updated the blog. Been busy with KY Productions new series call “The Rotting” Season 2.
Season 1 was utter crap. Total gross rotting shit. So, decided to up the level a little for Season 2.
Sunglasses
Been roaming around for those. Only 2 that comes to mind. Oakley and Rudy Project. The downside is, both are utterly expensive and the prices in all shops are similar as it is controlled. Still contemplating... but I think in the end it would just be deciding on which outlet to go for Oakley cause I can hardly find any that sells Rudy Project. I have to confess though, the Livestrong series is a little hard to resist.
Why you ask? Hmmm... Maybe it’s time I get some swagger? ^^
Reading
Finally finished a book after God knows when. In this cyber age, it is hard to get the eyes which is glued to the screen and sway it away into a piece of paper, let alone a stack of those. But, there is a will, there is way. And the will comes from being inspired by Bear Grylls, the nutter that eats shit, show in pee, swim naked in icey river and jump off cliffs.
Mud, Sweat and Tears is a highly inspiring and fun read about Bear’s upbringing and his journey in life. Born to roam the wild since young. Picking up martial arts to fend of bullies. Joining the hellish SAS selections. Breaking his vertebras from free diving. Climbing Everest after the fall. And becoming the Man versus wild. RM45 and 6 hours well spent. Might reread it later.
Running
PBIM is around the corner and I still haven’t started any training. Considering that I wanna try and achieve my life’s goal on finishing a half marathon in 2 hours, I thought I better start now. They say the hardest part is to take the first step. True that.
After failing to do so in Season 1, I was determine not to succumb to my laziness this time around. So far, one 5k and 10k run respectively. 5k run was ok. Not fast but ok. 10k however was torture. Ever since my knee ligaments were overstrained back in 2010, it has never fully recovered. The 10k run further confirms it. 5k onwards, I can run no more than 9km/h without the knee feeling strained. 7k and onwards, I have to drop it down to 8 – 8.5km/h and add on recovery runs at 6.5 -7km/h.
Time of completion was 1h 7m 26s at an average pace of 9km/h. With the looks of it, I guess it’s bye bye life goal. Even bye bye half marathon. I doubt I can complete 21k without breaking my knees with my current condition. Sad. Maybe 10k will do. Sad.
Floorball
Merdeka Cup was screwed up but all hail to Salibandy!CO who took get effort to come down to Penang and had a friendly match with the Penang Squad. It’s good to have a run as it provide the coaches and the players to assess the team and individual for the time being.
Penang won 10-2. Not a bad result considering line one missing key players. Overall game play was decent, but there are still room for attacking movements as a few players were quite static. More questions would be asked on the defensive side as we were constantly exposed on the counter as the defenders either drop down to low or commit to early.
And finally, back to Frontliners training after missing it for more than one month due to various reasons. It’s good to be back and get the boys going. With a few key players missing once again next year, it’s best to gear them up asap to give us a better chance of grabbing a medal next year! Light training first, the real deal was start later. *Evil Grin*
The season is at its finale and back to reality soon. However, I am game on to keep the momentum going. I must, in fact. I hate to slack!! But sometimes I lack the will. Haiz.
No matter, quitting is for losers and I am not going to stop until these snowballs gets humongous!
1. Read more books
2. Run more 5k & 10k
3. Plan Floorball training regime
The game face is on!!! (I hope)
Sunglasses
Been roaming around for those. Only 2 that comes to mind. Oakley and Rudy Project. The downside is, both are utterly expensive and the prices in all shops are similar as it is controlled. Still contemplating... but I think in the end it would just be deciding on which outlet to go for Oakley cause I can hardly find any that sells Rudy Project. I have to confess though, the Livestrong series is a little hard to resist.
Why you ask? Hmmm... Maybe it’s time I get some swagger? ^^
Reading
Finally finished a book after God knows when. In this cyber age, it is hard to get the eyes which is glued to the screen and sway it away into a piece of paper, let alone a stack of those. But, there is a will, there is way. And the will comes from being inspired by Bear Grylls, the nutter that eats shit, show in pee, swim naked in icey river and jump off cliffs.
Mud, Sweat and Tears is a highly inspiring and fun read about Bear’s upbringing and his journey in life. Born to roam the wild since young. Picking up martial arts to fend of bullies. Joining the hellish SAS selections. Breaking his vertebras from free diving. Climbing Everest after the fall. And becoming the Man versus wild. RM45 and 6 hours well spent. Might reread it later.
Running
PBIM is around the corner and I still haven’t started any training. Considering that I wanna try and achieve my life’s goal on finishing a half marathon in 2 hours, I thought I better start now. They say the hardest part is to take the first step. True that.
After failing to do so in Season 1, I was determine not to succumb to my laziness this time around. So far, one 5k and 10k run respectively. 5k run was ok. Not fast but ok. 10k however was torture. Ever since my knee ligaments were overstrained back in 2010, it has never fully recovered. The 10k run further confirms it. 5k onwards, I can run no more than 9km/h without the knee feeling strained. 7k and onwards, I have to drop it down to 8 – 8.5km/h and add on recovery runs at 6.5 -7km/h.
Time of completion was 1h 7m 26s at an average pace of 9km/h. With the looks of it, I guess it’s bye bye life goal. Even bye bye half marathon. I doubt I can complete 21k without breaking my knees with my current condition. Sad. Maybe 10k will do. Sad.
Floorball
Merdeka Cup was screwed up but all hail to Salibandy!CO who took get effort to come down to Penang and had a friendly match with the Penang Squad. It’s good to have a run as it provide the coaches and the players to assess the team and individual for the time being.
Penang won 10-2. Not a bad result considering line one missing key players. Overall game play was decent, but there are still room for attacking movements as a few players were quite static. More questions would be asked on the defensive side as we were constantly exposed on the counter as the defenders either drop down to low or commit to early.
And finally, back to Frontliners training after missing it for more than one month due to various reasons. It’s good to be back and get the boys going. With a few key players missing once again next year, it’s best to gear them up asap to give us a better chance of grabbing a medal next year! Light training first, the real deal was start later. *Evil Grin*
The season is at its finale and back to reality soon. However, I am game on to keep the momentum going. I must, in fact. I hate to slack!! But sometimes I lack the will. Haiz.
No matter, quitting is for losers and I am not going to stop until these snowballs gets humongous!
1. Read more books
2. Run more 5k & 10k
3. Plan Floorball training regime
The game face is on!!! (I hope)
Monday, July 9, 2012
I haven't been writing.
I wanted to.
I think I need to.
To channel my thoughts, emotions out.
To empty the glass, make space for refill.
Yet, somehow, some reason...
The following juice is not translated.
The spinning mind is too reclusive.
The weary heart is a wary one.
I haven't been writing.
I wanted to.
I think I need to.
Somehow, I just can't
I wanted to.
I think I need to.
To channel my thoughts, emotions out.
To empty the glass, make space for refill.
Yet, somehow, some reason...
The following juice is not translated.
The spinning mind is too reclusive.
The weary heart is a wary one.
I haven't been writing.
I wanted to.
I think I need to.
Somehow, I just can't
Monday, June 25, 2012
Ass
I'm an ass.
Sliced into pieces, still an ass.
So heavy I can't move kind of ass.
Twisted inside out but who gives an ass.
And my sedative, robbed. What an ass.
So I'm an ass. =(
Sliced into pieces, still an ass.
So heavy I can't move kind of ass.
Twisted inside out but who gives an ass.
And my sedative, robbed. What an ass.
So I'm an ass. =(
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Monday, May 7, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Ever Ever After
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too.
Ever ever after.
The Castle
Like a castle.
High walls, circled by a channel.
Tough yet secretive.
Distant and unreachable.
Like a castle.
Full of maze, secret passage all around.
Misleading the unwanted penetrators.
Delaying the caring visitors.
Like a castle.
Dark eerie corners, scary to walk through.
Yet surprises inside galore, wanting to be explore.
Only beware trespassers, god bless.
Too long has it stood.
Distant from humanity.
Recluse and unapproachable.
Uncared and unmaintained.
Small patches enlarge, shallow holes deepens.
A gush of wind and a brick crumbles.
A rush of rain and the sink overflows.
A tiny spark and the fire burns.
Too long has it stood.
Maybe an intervention is what is needed.
Let the wind blow.
Crumbles a brick, then the tower.
Let the rain fall.
Overflowing the sink, then flood inside out.
Let the fire burn.
Fire to blaze, then everything to ashes.
And then after every piece of the castle is gone.
And then it is in peace with all that surrounds.
And then it is an open space.
And then a glance will see through from one end to the horizon.
And then a chance to revive anew?
Thursday, March 1, 2012
"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen." Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
It sounded so nice I just have to steal it. =)
It sounded so nice I just have to steal it. =)
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